I have a warm cup of tea, and I feel a little lost. It’s green tea with lemon. I can smell the citrus through the warmth of the steam. It is my last week day off before starting the new job and I am sweating about it. I need to keep my confidence. I know I can do hard things. I have done hard things before. However, with bartending more money was made with tips and had a baseline pay. Sales in this case, is just commissions and I am a little nervous. I need to build this as my own business essentially. I can do that. I am personable and hard working and adaptable. I can do it.
Welcome to my pep talk.
My first meeting with my team went well and dressing professionally is also new. It feels silly to admit.
I also had an second interview for a different position that I really want, would be good at, and would be incredibly fun. I do not know to what extent it would interfere with the current job. But would it feel more secure- maybe. But, it might not make much cash, but would be fulfilling. I am not sure when the fulfilling part started to become a piece for me but it has. Before it was just make money. And now I find myself looking for both. I think money:fulfillment is 65/35 for me right now.
The Past Week from the barbie phone
8:25am
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